Monday, July 24, 2006

Ok. Last night game was bad, Larry made me dulan, the next game, I’m going to own him. I’m going to choose my best character and own him, don care about the rest of the people. Even if 1 v 5, come on, I don care. And owning someone else won let me sleep better, coz he make me dulan. Only owning him will give me a good night rest and stop making me dulan.

Oh come on. Sheesh, what are you, 26 this year?

Firstly, I’ll make things clear, Larry. That game didn’t make me feel dulan because of your best character SK. You always own with your SK. No big deal. Even if playing with everyone that –random, you will always choose your SK because you will win. Fine, yes, I’ll fine with that, it’s not like if you don –random, I’m going to win you. Because frankly, it’s not about winning the game, looking at my track record, I never top any game and lose most of my games that I play. But even though it is just a game, I try my best to play to my ability, -random or not, win or lose. So frankly, I was disappointed in the way you put things yesterday. You were angry with her, so you wanted to own her to make you feel better. Why don I give you a sweet or an ice cream and sayang you? When you ask me to change lane because I’m no longer your match to your SK, I really felt insulted. To put it in another perspective that you and I will relate to, it’s like a one on one with a dope overseas bboy and he was really mad because his previous opponent talk shit about him. Then the battle start, and after one round each, he stop the battle and say, stop it, no point, this guy is not my match and don want to win him. Come on, give me that guy that diss me just now, I’ll battle him again. And does it really mean that if the bboy win that battle with that guy, you think that all that dissing was gone? I win him already, never mind what he said just now, he’s a loser anyway. If you really think that way, then so be it; we are all losers when you own us. The point is that girl was really irritating, giving useless comments and asking stupid questions, I did really want to give her my two cents worth and asked her to shut up, but when she said that you were petty, I really couldn’t agree more.

The other day, Kelvin was talking to norbin about him watching all the old replays that we had and he really had a good laugh watching us play and talk cock all the time. The real crux then was the fun, I really do miss playing a game just to laugh myself silly, just like that day at cineleisure playing beside norbin and he used all his spells to farm especially the finger of death, I really had a good time laughing that day. But I don see it anymore. It’s really gone, the spirit of just having fun. just like everything else, especially bboying too, which makes me want to give up, because there’s really no point in it anymore. I remember azrul saying that the person who says that winning or losing doesn’t matter is probably the loser. He’s right. Maybe the phrase should be changed to winning or losing doesn’t matter probably lost happily. I did lose happily, but not anymore.
gilbert at 9:29 PM [comment]

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